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Today marks 9 months since I was admitted into Havenwyck Psychiatric Hospital. I was cutting every night, thinking about suicide every single day, drinking myself to death, smoking so much weed I was almost never sober, and popping so many pills I didn’t even know what I was taking half the time and I didn’t care. That’s the thing. I didn’t care. I didn’t care about myself. Not one bit. But, after 9 months of a lot of therapy, many different medications, and a lot of cognitive changes, I’m a lot better. I mean I obviously have my bad days, but who doesn’t? I realized that it was just a really fucking shitty patch in my life, and that it wasn’t a bad life all together. It gets better. It takes hard work, but it really does. Hang on and I promise you, it will get better. Just stay strong

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